dang

I hate second guessing my life plans

—edit—

This is the first time in my life that planning ahead has come back and kicked me in the face…

It’s not even about the money, really. I’ll earn that back eventually. I paid for it, so it’s not like I wasted someone else’s money and I have to apologize to them.

It’s more about the one central thing in my life failing me for once. Not sure which way is up right now.